2006-11-01 - 10:02 a.m.

I missed Halloween

I don't know what is up sometimes. I missed this years halloween entry. Its always my favorite entry every year.

I orginally thought because it was the only time I could google "catholic school girl" at work and have an excuse.

but then again, they don't pay me to blog ... so that was out.

Nevertheless.

I am updating today. This halloween was low key. A small gathering over the weekend. A slow night last night. I watched children walking the streets and took in the whole scene.

It was quiet and nice.

But I'm still disappointed and my moods been fluttering all over the place over the past couple days.

Its not the best. The few dark tempermental days before a minor deperssion sets in.

I don't know?

I suppose that I write for me more than anyone else at this point. But I still like that feeling and being able to say whatever I would like.

Because sometimes, fucking chickens is something that needs to be disucussed.

I will rise up early and dress myself up nice
And I will leave the house and check the deadlock twice
And I will find a crowd and blend in for a minute
And I will try to find a little comfort in it

And I will get lonely
And gasp for air
And send your name off from my lips
Like a signal flare

And I will go downtown, stand in the shadows of the buildings
And button up my coat, trying to stay strong - spirit willing
And I will come back home, maybe call some friends
Maybe paint some pictures, it all depends

And I will get lonely
And gasp for air
And look up at the high windows
And see your face up there

before - After

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